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John's latest single "Crazy" featuring Oregon rapper Enkay47 chronicles the journey of an individual who's been through heartbreak, pain & losing their sense of self in the pursuit of being "happy" in a relationship. All whilst being torn down & called crazy.
lyrics
Tell me what's wrong, what's wrong with me
Try not to cry as you scream at me
Tell me I'm a liar, tell me why I'm crazy
Then tell me why you love me
Tell me why you love me
Rolling over once again, once again it's 5 AM
I see your face, heads a mess from that last night
Why oh why'd we have to fight again?
Said some things that I regret
And some things I thought I meant, I know I'm sorry
Apologize, apologize, for all the flaws I have inside, so you won't leave
(So you won't leave)
Tell me what's wrong, what's wrong with me
Try not to cry as you scream at me
Tell me I'm a liar, tell me why I'm crazy
Then tell me why you love me
Tell me why you love me
Tear me down, build me up
Then you tell me that I'm not enough
You can cry about your pain, then you say I'm why you feel this way
Hold you tight, won't let go
Even your demons make you feel alone
Try my best to understand, how it is that I hurt you again
The memories, that we made, my heart hurts (My heart hurts)
I feel insane again
Tell me what's wrong, what's wrong with me
Try not to cry as you scream at me
Tell me I'm a liar, tell me why I'm crazy
Then tell me why you love me
Tell me why you love me
I want you to know, that I don't hate you at all
When I fell to rock bottom, thanks for breaking my fall
When I was ready to change, you gave me the strength for it all
But when I made it to the top, you said you're taking it all
Damn
And I allowed it
Now I'm sitting inside of my house, mind clouded
They say there's plenty of fish in the sea, but I doubt it
I've gotta take a break from the water, cause I'm drowning
Your eyes are beautiful just like the ocean
And when I first saw you, my life slowed in motion
I'd do anything for you, I'd even show devotion
I thought I'd go for a swim, but then I came up choking
Fuck
At least it's light out
That's what I told myself as you packed your car to drive out
I can't believe you'd lie to me, thinking I wouldn't find out
I'm using my computer, I guess you forgot to sign out
Damn
And now you're saying that I'm crazy
How the fuck you telling me all that shit on the daily
I loved you more than anything
You could've had my baby
Now I'm glad you're out of my life
You couldn't pay me to stay
Tell me what's wrong, what's wrong with me
Try not to cry as you scream at me
Tell me I'm a liar, tell me why I'm crazy
Then tell me why you love me
(Ahh yeah, ahh yeah)
I hope you're happy, I hope you're smiling
I hope you're happy with someone else
I'll be here trying, waiting for my time
Until then
I'll love myself
(Mmm, mm)
Love myself
Tell me why you love me
credits
released May 28, 2021
Music & lyrics: John Wiebe
Lyrics: Nathan Kawaguchi
Drums: Dan Konopka
Producer: John Wiebe
Mixing engineer: David Mohacsi
Mastering engineer: Elliot James Mulhern
John Wiebe is a Canadian musician and public speaker originally from Winnipeg, Manitoba, built his career in Edmonton,
Alberta in junior high and high school and is currently residing in Victoria, British Columbia. John's voice can be compared to that of a mix between Alex Band from The Calling and Jason Wade from Lifehouse....more
"Advice Column" is a new collaborative project featuring tracks written, recorded, and produced remotely during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable May 14, 2020